MY VIEW OF SPORTS

Don't move your in my hands now....sort of like 3 seconds on the clock an were down 2 points....this Is more than a feeling its our future.....to be with the 1 you love is truly an accomplishment made by great players.....I just hope 1 day I can be the mvp of the years to come.....I wanna lay you up for the easy 2 and then be up by 30 in the second half.....the lights are on and the camera is on us not missing any moves we make.....as I go up ur going down on me that is....I will do the same as you reach ur peak....just shower me with ya love so I can feel complete as well as blessed.....now that were in the forth quater with 1 mintue on the clock I'm sure to make u reach the top......as we lay face to face I would never want anyone to take ya place.....without anymore time to spare I promise to perform the same way everytime were intimate

THIS IS SO TRUE

Don't u hate when ur going through a breakup and everytime u feel u wanna listen to music the songs are so close to what u and ur partner is going through.....lol this always happens to me that's why I like to stay in relationships longer than normal people....let's say about 2 weeks lmao.....nah but however long it can last I'm down with that....1 thing I do have faith in is love and if u know me very well I make sure I use up all the love in me....shit I even love when I'm hurt and that's a hard thing to do at times for me.....cause the problems I go through are never easy or a nigga just wanna fight me or I fell and broke a leg.....its shit like of ya sick and u might die if u don't handle this problem now and u need to let out ya feelings mark or it can lead to self hurt and stress.....lol what a life theirs people going through worse things in life than me and I hope they get through it....but rite now I'm more focused on me than I use to be.....does it feel good-hell yeah- but at the same time the old me trys to sneak up on me and makews me thank about the what ifs and basic negative shit.....1 day I hope all this would be clear from my mind...and with support and love from those I never gave up on would be a great deal of help.....also I fly sexy mami that can cook and make a nigga feel as if he won a chapionship ship ring would be great also lmao....now that's a bad bitch....so remember to those that feel life got u wanting to quit or run away from things.....just keep ya head up and try again until u are sure that the rite choice is to leave a person alone or petty problems that can lead to blood shed.....I'm not giving up and look where I'm at....alone lol

MIXED FEELINGS OR IS THIS TRUE LOVE

I'm gonna start this with saying I love you.......haven't seen u in so long can it be that my feelings are sneaking up on me again......lol the way u smile at me still brings me to my knees and ya walk is crazy sexy....other than that I can't see myself without u....but as I recall we tryed so many times and u played me hard as hell.....do I 4give u yes....do I wanna try again yes lol....and I have faith in us once again....I may be 21yrs of age but I do know what love is.....its when u and ur partner heart beats the same and y'all start to finish eachothers sentences....now tell me I don't know what I'm talking about....I mean the person I'm talking about is so sexy and freaky....u know I'm nasty myself lmao......but it always was fun being with her even through the hard times.....by seeing her that day can god be telling me sumthing or just testing me to se if I make the same mistake by not using a rubber.....what ever it may be I hope we can work sumthing out quick cause I'm getting older no younger & the world is a cold place and I feel that I can make her warm 4life......if u know who u are maybe u should get in touch with the kid.....love you always from booka lol....like I didn't give it away

ALL BECAUSE OF YALL

Why is that when ur going through sumthing people don't understand......but soon as the people you know are down & out they look for u to have the answers....now this happens to me a lot and I'm not feeling it at all......on the real if my life is gonna be like this for rest of my time on earth god should just take me now......it just makes me sick that my life is like a movie I seen 100 times with the same people and the same outcome......I pray for my life to change and nothing works.....I just think its the people I be around or maybe I do the same thing everyday and trouble just knows my routine.....all I want in life is to do and be better than those that I seen go through hell......I hope that I'm able to let go of those that are bad for me.....such as dumb ass females that run their mouths and tell people about the relations we had or have......really just anybody that makes me tight and sick when I'm around them.....I just try to give chances and spread love but I guess that's not for me to do cause ill be damned if I kill myself over foolish people......so now that I got that off my chest /fuck those who stressed me and played games at times that we didn't need them.....I'm gone 4eva

LOVE IS A MYTH

Why is it the 1's we love hurt us the most.....I've been with a lot of women in my life time and seen a lot of things while in relationships.....out of about 5 real girl friends or wifeys I loved 3...not bad for a guy who never cared about people or himself.....but as I got older I kinda realize the reasons for those females that didn't last.....I've been raised by women my whole life growing up and I'm very thankful for the journey.....with that being said I would always try to speak and get things off my chest with my shortys and they would look at me as if I were crazy.....just because I have a dick doesn't mean I can't show emotion how crazy is this to do for a young man......at times the 1's we love seem like their gonna be there 4eva and that's not really true at all.....just because u love someone doesn't mean that ur supposed to be with them.....take it from me ya boy mark brandon life is a joke at times and so is love.....I guess the point I'm trying to make is I've been hurt and it sucks and its not fair....I feel as if I will never find love and it gets to me at times....all I ask is if a young lady comes into my life again to please treat me the same as I treat u.......p.s. I love hard

BEYOND SEX

Picture my body on urs....with just enough time to complete a play as is we were on a team......ur body wet and hot with a scent of chocolate kisses all over ur navel......our hands tied to eachother as we fight to get loose.....tears from ya eyes as I go deeper....sweat just pouring as if we were in the rain......I feel good knowing that ur mine and I'm urs.....so to prove I love u more than life it's self I continue to lay down pipe that might give u a heart attack......from a boy to a man I became in just minutes while holding ya body close.....can u tell me why when were in these twisted frames of mind I don't wanna get out of them.....damn her body would make a nigga wanna quit his job.....I knew it was a reason for when I seen u and my heart skiped beats.....because ur an angel on earths surface

SOULS AT REST

Damn your gone and I have nothing to fall back on.....tell me if I'm wrong for thinking I can lean on her 4eva.....just like with time she passed away slowly.....not worrying about the what if's and maybes.....I wish I would have held her tighter and longer.....cause now that ur gone I see ur spirit more than I use to see u......tell me am I wrong for not being around as much as u would have wanted me to be......or was it a good reason I stayed away and kept people at arms length such as ya self......maybe I'm putting to much into the fact that ur gone....or I can be feeling guilty for the times things were good and great with the family as well as u and me......this thing we call life/love/hope and just about everything this world is made up as is crazy and difficult to deal with at times.....if I were able to turn back the hands of time I would be there every step u took and word u would speak from ya mouth......all I can do is hope that y'all 4give me......cause god knows I can change as well as care more......just know if I have to drop down on 1 knee I would do so.....my hands shake at times not knowing what is next in my life....does it scare me yes it does......but as long as I live my life rite I should be ok........
p.s. for all those I didn't get to see or say goodbye to I love you and I will always remember and honor ur memories