LOVE IS A MYTH

Why is it the 1's we love hurt us the most.....I've been with a lot of women in my life time and seen a lot of things while in relationships.....out of about 5 real girl friends or wifeys I loved 3...not bad for a guy who never cared about people or himself.....but as I got older I kinda realize the reasons for those females that didn't last.....I've been raised by women my whole life growing up and I'm very thankful for the journey.....with that being said I would always try to speak and get things off my chest with my shortys and they would look at me as if I were crazy.....just because I have a dick doesn't mean I can't show emotion how crazy is this to do for a young man......at times the 1's we love seem like their gonna be there 4eva and that's not really true at all.....just because u love someone doesn't mean that ur supposed to be with them.....take it from me ya boy mark brandon life is a joke at times and so is love.....I guess the point I'm trying to make is I've been hurt and it sucks and its not fair....I feel as if I will never find love and it gets to me at times....all I ask is if a young lady comes into my life again to please treat me the same as I treat u.......p.s. I love hard