MY LIL BIG SISTER

I never want you to make the mistakes I made.......stay in school and get good grades......see this might sound corny to u.....but I'm the oldest I should care for u.....now their ain't nothing I won't do when it comes to u and crazy pop to.....I love u both but this here is about u.......growing up so fast got me watching these dudes.......damn I remember holding u as a baby... now u get fresh and ya team is hella wavey......just know I won't treat u like a baby....ur getting older now I juast want u to have the world in ya hands.....also know u don't need no man.....to do better in life that is.....put yaself first and the world shall fall to ur lap......remember I see the good in u......I just want and need u to be better than the oldest.....which is me lol.....I remeber being drunk and u were so small talking about just get it up I'm here for u and its gonna be ok....lol the good ole days.......from then I knew u were gonna be sumthing speacial......I pray everyday for god to bless you......so really its no need to fear shit.....I'm here I'm the only one u need yeah lol......well words can't explain the way I feel about I love u more than myself......I never meant to make u cry the times that I did.......ill always be around for the whole family....remember when it comes to y'all ain't no ritght or wrong.....we gonna handle shit the rite way.......now even though me and mom don't talk much doesn't mean you should hate her its my fault.......just know that I tryed to make it better.....I never wanted it to turn out this way.......at times don't u just wish u can press replay straight from the start......I'm the only man in ya life that won't hurt ur heart........so if u eva feeling down and out.....just think about me it should bail u out......what I'm really trying to say is I love u and I'm crazy about u......love ur big bro