MOTHER

I TRY HARD AND IT FEELS AS IF U DON'T SEE IT.......I CARE FOR U I JUST HOPE U STILL MEAN IT.....I DID A LOT OF CRAZY THINGS WHITE GOLD WEDDING RING.......WALKING DOWN THE AISLE AND I SWEAR I HERAD AN ANGEL SING......BUT THE PAIN FOR ME GETS DEEPER I PROMISE ILL BE SWEETER......ALSO YOU SHOULD MAKE MUSIC WITH ME I FEEL PAIN U DO TO TELL ME WHAT AM I TO DO.....GOD KNOWS THAT I CARE FOR U....ILL TAKE A BULLET TO HEART I KNOW ITS SCARING YOU....BUT THESE ARE THINGS THAT I FEEL I GOTTA PROVE TO YOU.....NO MORE HUGS IT FEELS AS ITS JUST NO MORE LOVE.....I CRY AT NITE WISHING THAT YOU HEAR ME.....SO YOU CAN COME KNOCK ON MY DOOR AND HEAL ME.... I KNOW YA BABY BOY GETTING OLDER BUT WHO SAID I DIDN'T NEED YOU I JUST WANNA HOLD HER.....LAUGH OUT LOUD I NEVER HAD TO LAUGH OUT LOUD IT FEELS GOOD JUST TO LAUGH OUT NOW.....ALSO IT GETS CRAZY BEING THE OLDEST BUT THE YOUNGER 1'S GOT TALENT I'M THINKING THEY STOLE IT FROM ME CAN'T YOU SEE I NEED GUIDANCE FUCK A J...O...B... PLEASE CAN'T YOU SEE......WELL I'M KNOWING U CAN'T MY HANDS HIGH AN I NO LONGER WANNA DANCE.......SO I'M GONNA TRY TO KEEP MY HEAD UP.....I KNOW ITS A LOT WITH WHAT UR FED WITH JUST KNOW I PROMISE TO HAVE RESPECT AND TO USE GOOD ENGLISH.....SO SINCE I'M NOT YA BABY ANYMORE I GUESS I FAILED THE TEST I GOT LOW SCORES.......AND I'M SICK OF TRYING SO THE ONLY TIME ILL ASK FOR HELP IS IF I'M DYING......I LOVE YOU MOM