MIXED FEELINGS OR IS THIS TRUE LOVE

I'm gonna start this with saying I love you.......haven't seen u in so long can it be that my feelings are sneaking up on me again......lol the way u smile at me still brings me to my knees and ya walk is crazy sexy....other than that I can't see myself without u....but as I recall we tryed so many times and u played me hard as hell.....do I 4give u yes....do I wanna try again yes lol....and I have faith in us once again....I may be 21yrs of age but I do know what love is.....its when u and ur partner heart beats the same and y'all start to finish eachothers sentences....now tell me I don't know what I'm talking about....I mean the person I'm talking about is so sexy and freaky....u know I'm nasty myself lmao......but it always was fun being with her even through the hard times.....by seeing her that day can god be telling me sumthing or just testing me to se if I make the same mistake by not using a rubber.....what ever it may be I hope we can work sumthing out quick cause I'm getting older no younger & the world is a cold place and I feel that I can make her warm 4life......if u know who u are maybe u should get in touch with the kid.....love you always from booka lol....like I didn't give it away