ALL BECAUSE OF YALL

Why is that when ur going through sumthing people don't understand......but soon as the people you know are down & out they look for u to have the answers....now this happens to me a lot and I'm not feeling it at all......on the real if my life is gonna be like this for rest of my time on earth god should just take me now......it just makes me sick that my life is like a movie I seen 100 times with the same people and the same outcome......I pray for my life to change and nothing works.....I just think its the people I be around or maybe I do the same thing everyday and trouble just knows my routine.....all I want in life is to do and be better than those that I seen go through hell......I hope that I'm able to let go of those that are bad for me.....such as dumb ass females that run their mouths and tell people about the relations we had or have......really just anybody that makes me tight and sick when I'm around them.....I just try to give chances and spread love but I guess that's not for me to do cause ill be damned if I kill myself over foolish people......so now that I got that off my chest /fuck those who stressed me and played games at times that we didn't need them.....I'm gone 4eva